Hey ya'll!
First off, tomorrow's basically my favorite holiday (next to Christmas, Easter, and Thanksgiving) so I must wish you all a lovely St. Patrick's day! Think of me back home running around our house singing Celtic woman mom to fill the blank space ;)
So, I wasn't able to write last week for the very crazy happenings that took place. I am still here in beautiful Amory, my new companion is Sister Castagno from Idaho. She is a firecracker! So spunky and ready to further the work here, just what this town needed!
The first week was a bit rough, I locked us out of our house the first night and the next day I got us lost in the booneys for two hours trying to find a members house in Fulton. But, things shaped up and we've seen many mighty miracles wrought.
But, this past week (week 2) gotten even harder. We had a very near and dear to my heart investigator drop us after a couple of days committing to baptism. When we got the call from him we did our best to understand why he didn't want to see us anymore and tried to help him the best we could, but he had made up his mind. Afterwards I couldn't help but lay on the kitchen floor and cry my eyes out. I gotta tell ya, for those who don't know, missionary work can be difficult sometimes. But, amidst my cry fest-pity party, I felt an overwhelming feeling of calm and peace. We cannot completely understand why things happen the way they do, but I know that Heavenly Father has a plan. And even though it was heartbreaking to lose someone I love to the adversary, I know that he will come to find the truth. This whole experience opened my eyes and made me turn to my Savior for help. He is the only one who truly understands what I am going through and the only one who can offer me divine means of help and grace.
Yes, missions are hard. But I have found that things in life that are completely worth it will never be easy. Though trials may come, the Savior remains by our side to help us through it all. I have learned to lean on His ample arm to give me the strength I need when times get tough and I don't feel like I can succeed.
I know that with the Savior anything is possible. Like Jeffrey R. Holland once said " I am convinced that missionary work is not easy because salvation is not a cheap experience. Salvation never was easy. We are The Church of Jesus Christ, this is the truth, and He is our Great Eternal Head. How could we believe it would be easy for us when it was never, ever easy for Him?" God has a plan! I trust Him. "No storm can shake my inmost calm." I know that your future is as bright as your faith. We can do hard things! All is well in Zion, and I am not going to "give up, shut up, or let up until I have stayed up, stored up, and paid up for the cause of Christ. I must go till He stops me." [Fellowship of the Unashamed]
I love ya'll so very much. Things are going to be just fine :) Have a blessed week